and so im now alone in the office.. today's off day for the rest.. and to find out why it isnt off day for me, please read my previous entry.. OHMY OHMY OHMY MY COLLEAGUE CAME!!! WHEN'S HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO! =DDD AND MY OTHER COLLEAGUE WHO'S CHATTING WITH ME ON MSN NOW SAYS SHE WILL BE COMING AT 10!!! OH MAN~! IM SO HAPPY~!! (((: ok anw, yesterday was the school's official opening.. didnt like the fact that people only started coming in at 2pm/3pm and then tried to rush out many many things in like 2 to 3 h.. pls la, got so many things to do then come earlier.. don't make everyone so kan chiong.. but besides that, i was kinda happy to experience the bustle in the afternoon.. the preparation was really beautiful.. and people were all around preparing for the grand event at night.. and the feeling was like preparing for concert at night.. those times back in rvco when we stayed late after school to polish our instruments and running around the next day to change into costumes and put on make-up.. haha i never get to polish my instrument back in ajco cos i really wasnt half as enthu as i was back in rv.. and i dread ajco concerts cos somehow i was nv prepared.. as far as i know, my jc days were really screwed.. screwed in academic achievements and cca as well.. ok don't digress! haha and so when everbody was prepared to receive Mr Tharman at the concourse, a sad little girl packed out and strolled out of the backgate.. ahahahahaha sounds so ke lian right.. no la, i was feeling really extra cos everyone had a name tag and they had duties.. so might as well go home.. yeppp.. and i will never understand why the discipline master was wearing a winnie-the-pooh tie yesterday =s MY OTHER COLLEAGUE SAYS SHE WILL BE BRINGING HER DAUGHTER HERE LATER!! I WILL PLAY WITH THE KID! MUAHAHAHAHA~ =DDD oh ya and i think someone's so rude to just place the letter on my table which says "thank you for your services yada yada.." like you can't face me.. sigh, people!! i'll be jobless very very sooooon.

the irritating 188 driver asked if i scanned my card just now, a stop after i boarded, when of cos i already did! and so i scanned for him to see again.. and the reader said "exit ok"! and he still thinks it's correct.. too bad la! i saved 22cents.









time and again, i worry bout uni admission, then remind myself that it's all in His hands, then get upset again when somebody informs me of his/her interviews, then remind myself that i've gotta learn how to trust Him, then find out bout people who have already received the letter of acceptance by the unis, then remind myself that God already has a plan for me... the cycle goes on and on... im so tired. and sad. and bitter. and sore.

thank God for friends like QM who constantly reminds me that im good in my own ways.. that she likes the fact that im sociable and funny.. that there will be a way out eventually.. i still cant take the fact that results aren't everything.. it's difficult for me to swallow.. sometimes i feel so inferior.. esp with qm, zl and rp.. but im just so grateful that they still care to ask me along when they go out.. (: